I am usually relatively open with the fact that I’ve dealt with a great deal of trauma but I never go beyond that. The harsh reality of…… Read more “the pain of living after a trauma bond”
my disillusionment and anxiety.
It all hit me when I went to Amsterdam 4 days ago. I left the country because I needed to renew my visa due to a complicated…… Read more “my disillusionment and anxiety.”
toxic me.
The worst thing about being deeply insightful about yourself is when you recognise that you have become the toxic person you never wished to be. My mental…… Read more “toxic me.”
the reality of feeling too much.
Emotions. I get so tired of them. I always live by the philosophy that letting things out is much better than bottling them up in. Except when…… Read more “the reality of feeling too much.”
the perks of having a very loud brain.
In this world, there aren’t many physical beings that scare me. Spiders, heights, that lot don’t scare me. However, one thing that I absolutely fear is being…… Read more “the perks of having a very loud brain.”
a letter to 14 year old me.
Dear Nicole, Are you crying right now? Are you in your little room in Hong Kong feeling like the four walls are collapsing on you…like you can’t…… Read more “a letter to 14 year old me.”
the first step to my journey of self -love.
I never actually write what I usually plan to write because so many of my posts are such a ramble that it never actually quite stick to…… Read more “the first step to my journey of self -love.”
World Mental Health Day
I’m very well aware world mental health day was yesterday but yesterday, I just didn’t have the mental energy to write a post or say anything. Since…… Read more “World Mental Health Day”
Struggling to adapt…
So I had my birthday weekend and I am currently super ill. Life update: I’m in uni! And guess what? It’s hard. It’s really fucking hard. My…… Read more “Struggling to adapt…”
dear friends, thank you.
I’m currently on a train to where my new University is going to be. I was so excited to start but last night, I decided to go…… Read more “dear friends, thank you.”
sadness to sunshines 